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Sunday, June 20, 2010

I miss him..

I haven't been with John for like a whole week almost-kinda. Lol but, I'm dying! I haven't been away from him this long in forever! I'm having withdrawls haha :( But, that's okay I'm going home Tuesday morning and hopefully will be there to stay! I miss Savagee too! I sure love my boys!

Friday, June 18, 2010

Don't worry, be happy now!


I've become obsessed!


Ever since I've been comfortable with snakes I want one so bad.. It's all I think about! Haha or Ball Pythons anyway! But, they really are the cutest things ever and they're just so chill! So here in a couple days to a month I'll be posting a picture of mine! lol

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Whatever you do..


Lately I've been back and worth.. I'm happy then I'm just not and I just don't want to be where I am so I go somewhere else and then I want to go right back! It may be my fault.. But, I think it may have to do with the people around me.. And maybe that's not their fauly either because maybe they're stressed just as much as I am! Cause when we were young we had hardly any responsiblities and now were older and on our own and finding out it's tougher than we thought.. Things will probably be looking up soon, we just need time to adjust! But, in the mean time whatever you do please don't let me down! I'm counting on you guys to make this better! ♥

Photography!







OHMY!


I would love you forever and ever if you would buy me this car!

I want twins!



Haha we always watch Aiden and Emery
and I want a baby so bad but now I
think after having them around it would
be disapointing to only have one! lol
They are so much fun!
But of course they are awesome babies!
So I could end up having little shits &
wish I didn't! Hahah but I love these
boys! They make me smile! :D

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

I don't understand..








A while ago me and my brother found some kittens
in our garage that were very unhealthy that
didn't have a home and it just made me think..
What is wrong with people?!
Animal abuse and neglect is so horrible!
I just don't got how anything could push you
so far into beating an innocent animal
or neglecting your pet..
Animals have feelings too and they feel
pain just as much as we do!
These are just some pictures I found..
I'm sure there is thousands and thousands more!
But, I never hear much on the topic and it
makes me sick! And I'd like to do something
to change it.. Just don't know what I can
do! If you know any programs or anything
you should let me know!





If nothing else, we have memories♥


A year ago if you would have asked me how
I thought life would be now I would have
never guessed it would be without all
of you.. I never got too much time being
part of everything but I loved every
minute I was! I expected that for years
to come after the day I became part of
everything that nothing would change..
But, I guess life changes..
So.. I guess it's just left as memories..

My goals!

  1. Get in shape
  2. Get out of this stupid apartment
  3. Get a job
  4. Get my G.E.D.
  5. Get my licence
  6. Get a car
  7. Marry John
  8. Have a baby
  9. Move in a place with NO roommates!

Yes.. a long list of getting with no money!
Man oh man! Isn't life fun!

I hate days like this!

I hate days when I just don't feel good, me and John are fighting, the weather is horrible, and I have no motivation to do anything! Ughh! And it only gets worse as the day goes on! Hopefully tomorrow's a better day! Although it probably won't be because now I'm in Tooele so there's probably no hope for a better day! Ughhhh!!

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Emy and Aiden..

Aren't they the cutest?!♥

My sissser sue!


I can't believe Teasha's been graduated a whole freakin year!
I am so proud of her! She's the best sister ever! :)
Hahah and this is a GREAT picture!

Hahah I just found this picture from a whole year ago!
(John, me, uncle Johnny, and Kira)
Look at John's hair! lol
Isn't it funny how much we all change?!

Congrats to my baby John Louis! :)

Today John went to an interview at ACS and.. GOT THE JOB!!! :) I am so proud of him! He's the best! I knew he was gonna it! :)

Aiden and Emy!

Today me and Teasha watched Aiden and Emery! I love those boys so much! It's funny I hardly know their parents, which are Nick and Kylie.. But, those boys are like part of our family! They are the best babies! I can't wait to have babies lol they make me want twins! They're my favorite! ♥

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Graduation!

Today is Brian's graduation and I'm disapointed in myself for dropping out :( But it's not tooooo late :)

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Lackage Of Internet..

Because I live in a stupid apartment with
no internet I won't be able to post anything..
Soo go ahead and follow me! :) I should be
getting internet at the apartment soon..
But, ta ta for now :) hahaha.. ♥

My Baby Boy!


Savagee♥
He is like my baby! He is the world's best
dog! I don't know what I'd do without
him! I swear these days he's the only
one I can stand to be around!
He is only 8 months and listens so well!
He knows..
  • Sit
  • Lay Down
  • Up
  • Hugs
  • Kisses
  • Daps

And he's learning more! He's so smart!
Haha and by the way.. Daps is like shake..
And don't ask about the two e's! Lol..
If you know John you'd probably just
be laughing right now cause you'd get
it.. But not at the same time!
Cause he makes no sense sometimes!
Haha but, this is my baby boy Savagee! :)

Our New Apartment!

(Living Room- Dark Picture & It's decorated different now)



(Kitchen View 1)


(Kitchen View 2)

Yeah, so that's the apartment but now for the real news..
I HATE IT!
I just absolutely hate living there!
I hate the rules!
The nosey neighbors!
And everything else!
It's a cute apartment and everything but..
I aint diggin it!




My Tattoo!



I got a tattoo for my 17th birthday! (June 1st)
And I love it! It's still not fully healed!
I got it 5/27/10♥

I'm Me!

I am not going to sugar coat this blog.. Every blog I look at it seems as if they are so innocent and live this perfect life.. And that aint me! That's for sure! I am going to be the same 'ol me! Chelsea lee♥

Starting My Blog!

I am not doing this to copy anyone or for anyone to even read, I am doing this simply because I love looking back. :)