9 weeks!

I am now 9 weeks and I go for my first ultrasound Friday! I am soo excited!! I have been so tired but feeling better! And everyday it gets more and more exciting! <3

Roughly 8 weeks..

I am now 8 weeks, or around there.. I go for my first ultrasound the 24th and find out for sure! I am already going crazy! I just want my baby (boy) here :) I say boy because I just KNOW it's a boy! I just have "that feeling" and the chinese calendar says boy and apartently it's way accurate! But also.. Every single dream is a boy.. Even though I have had a girl on the brain! I'm just too excited!! :D

Week 5!

The changes to your growing embryo are not quite as drastic this week as they've been in the last few weeks. Growth is now largely focused on their little head, which is starting to develop much more rapidly than the rest of their tiny body. This is because their amazing brain is undergoing some very crucial and rapid development in order to effectively regulate their heart rate, blood circulation, and other vital functions. As for the rest of their miniature body, what were simple limb buds last week are limb flippers this week and the tail is more expressed. Amazingly, within a mere five weeks your little miracle is already developing the rudimentary forms of their liver, pancreas, lungs, stomach and nasal pits while their little heart is already increasing its circulation. Your baby is now a whopping 4-6mm in length. ♥

Start Of Something Really Exciting!

Yesterday I decided to take a pregnancy test because I've felt different and very quickly I saw two lines! POSITIVE! I am so excited! Even though I am only 17 years old I know that this is what I want and I know I can do an awesome job at it too! I just want everyone to be happy for me and consider all of the responsible things I do and have a little faith in me! But, if not that's okay too because I have faith in myself and I know that this is meant to be! ♥

Well, I guess this is growing up..

I hate growing up! John has only been working since Tuesday and I'm already going crazy! He has been taking to bus so he leaves at 12:30ish.. And get's home at midnight! :( He wakes up at like 11 so I see him for like an hour a day!! Then he only gets Sunday and Mondays off! FML! Growing up is no fun! I miss being so young with nothing but time to spend with eachother.. Although, I am really proud of John for growing up and bustin his little bum! :)

Kisses For Precious! :)

Isn't she PRECIOUS?! :) ♥

Falling Together..

I love how everything just fell together, we got rent paid, John's found his social and birth certificate, got the job at acs, cleaned the apartment, got the creep out of the apartment and it all feels so good! :)

Hahahaha!

Lol this reminds me of John!

Precious!

My lil Precious Lee♥

My snake!

Lil Precious Lee!

I miss him..

I haven't been with John for like a whole week almost-kinda. Lol but, I'm dying! I haven't been away from him this long in forever! I'm having withdrawls haha :( But, that's okay I'm going home Tuesday morning and hopefully will be there to stay! I miss Savagee too! I sure love my boys!

Don't worry, be happy now!

I've become obsessed!

Ever since I've been comfortable with snakes I want one so bad.. It's all I think about! Haha or Ball Pythons anyway! But, they really are the cutest things ever and they're just so chill! So here in a couple days to a month I'll be posting a picture of mine! lol

Whatever you do..

Lately I've been back and worth.. I'm happy then I'm just not and I just don't want to be where I am so I go somewhere else and then I want to go right back! It may be my fault.. But, I think it may have to do with the people around me.. And maybe that's not their fauly either because maybe they're stressed just as much as I am! Cause when we were young we had hardly any responsiblities and now were older and on our own and finding out it's tougher than we thought.. Things will probably be looking up soon, we just need time to adjust! But, in the mean time whatever you do please don't let me down! I'm counting on you guys to make this better! ♥

Photography!

OHMY!

I would love you forever and ever if you would buy me this car!

I want twins!

Haha we always watch Aiden and Emery

and I want a baby so bad but now I

think after having them around it would

be disapointing to only have one! lol
They are so much fun!

But of course they are awesome babies!
So I could end up having little shits &

wish I didn't! Hahah but I love these

boys! They make me smile! :D

I don't understand..

A while ago me and my brother found some kittens

in our garage that were very unhealthy that

didn't have a home and it just made me think..
What is wrong with people?!
Animal abuse and neglect is so horrible!

I just don't got how anything could push you

so far into beating an innocent animal

or neglecting your pet..
Animals have feelings too and they feel

pain just as much as we do!
These are just some pictures I found..
I'm sure there is thousands and thousands more!
But, I never hear much on the topic and it

makes me sick! And I'd like to do something

to change it.. Just don't know what I can

do! If you know any programs or anything

you should let me know!

If nothing else, we have memories♥

A year ago if you would have asked me how
I thought life would be now I would have
never guessed it would be without all
of you.. I never got too much time being
part of everything but I loved every
minute I was! I expected that for years
to come after the day I became part of
everything that nothing would change..
But, I guess life changes..
So.. I guess it's just left as memories..

My goals!

1. Get in shape
2. Get out of this stupid apartment
3. Get a job
4. Get my G.E.D.
5. Get my licence
6. Get a car
7. Marry John
8. Have a baby
9. Move in a place with NO roommates!

Yes.. a long list of getting with no money!
Man oh man! Isn't life fun!

I hate days like this!

I hate days when I just don't feel good, me and John are fighting, the weather is horrible, and I have no motivation to do anything! Ughh! And it only gets worse as the day goes on! Hopefully tomorrow's a better day! Although it probably won't be because now I'm in Tooele so there's probably no hope for a better day! Ughhhh!!

Emy and Aiden..

Aren't they the cutest?!♥

My sissser sue!

I can't believe Teasha's been graduated a whole freakin year!
I am so proud of her! She's the best sister ever! :)
Hahah and this is a GREAT picture!

Hahah I just found this picture from a whole year ago!
(John, me, uncle Johnny, and Kira)
Look at John's hair! lol
Isn't it funny how much we all change?!

Congrats to my baby John Louis! :)

Today John went to an interview at ACS and.. GOT THE JOB!!! :) I am so proud of him! He's the best! I knew he was gonna it! :)

Aiden and Emy!

Today me and Teasha watched Aiden and Emery! I love those boys so much! It's funny I hardly know their parents, which are Nick and Kylie.. But, those boys are like part of our family! They are the best babies! I can't wait to have babies lol they make me want twins! They're my favorite! ♥

Graduation!

Today is Brian's graduation and I'm disapointed in myself for dropping out :( But it's not tooooo late :)

Lackage Of Internet..

Because I live in a stupid apartment with
no internet I won't be able to post anything..
Soo go ahead and follow me! :) I should be
getting internet at the apartment soon..
But, ta ta for now :) hahaha.. ♥

My Baby Boy!

Savagee♥
He is like my baby! He is the world's best

dog! I don't know what I'd do without

him! I swear these days he's the only

one I can stand to be around!

He is only 8 months and listens so well!
He knows..

• Sit
• Lay Down
• Up
• Hugs
• Kisses
• Daps

And he's learning more! He's so smart!
Haha and by the way.. Daps is like shake..
And don't ask about the two e's! Lol..
If you know John you'd probably just
be laughing right now cause you'd get
it.. But not at the same time!
Cause he makes no sense sometimes!
Haha but, this is my baby boy Savagee! :)

Our New Apartment!

(Living Room- Dark Picture & It's decorated different now)

(Kitchen View 1)

(Kitchen View 2)

Yeah, so that's the apartment but now for the real news..
I HATE IT!
I just absolutely hate living there!

I hate the rules!

The nosey neighbors!

And everything else!

It's a cute apartment and everything but..

I aint diggin it!

My Tattoo!

I got a tattoo for my 17th birthday! (June 1st)

And I love it! It's still not fully healed!

I got it 5/27/10♥

I'm Me!

I am not going to sugar coat this blog.. Every blog I look at it seems as if they are so innocent and live this perfect life.. And that aint me! That's for sure! I am going to be the same 'ol me! Chelsea lee♥

Starting My Blog!

I am not doing this to copy anyone or for anyone to even read, I am doing this simply because I love looking back. :)